Ash falls slow like holy rain

Broken halos, rusted faith

Church bells choke on empty sound

Something wicked’s coming down

Born in whispers, crowned in doubt

A savior turned inside out

He knows the words, he wears the sign

Truth decays between the lines

Kisses rings, betrays the cross

Promises at any cost

He heals the wound, then makes it bleed

Feeds on fear, calls it belief

Says salvation’s overrated

Sin is just love complicated

Hail the Anti-Messiah, dressed in light

Turns the wrong into the right

The Anti-Messiah, speaks so calm

With a serpent’s psalm

The Anti-Messiah, crowned in flame

Different god, the same old game

He builds a throne from broken vows

Teaches kings and teaches crowds

Every prayer becomes a deal

Sign in blood to make it real

He smiles wide, says “I forgive”

Then decides who gets to live

He says the end justifies

Every tear and every lie

Heaven’s closed, but don’t be scared

Hell’s more honest, hell is fair

Hail the Anti-Messiah, black and bright

Preaching peace with clenched fists tight

The Anti-Messiah, holy sin

Let the reckoning begin

The Anti-Messiah, name in flame

Savior, destroyer, both the same

What if evil wears your face?

What if love is just a place

Where power learns to pray?

If angels fall and demons rise

Who decides the truth or lies

At the final judgment day?

The sky cracks open, no one wins

Faith dissolves back into sin

No cross remains, no prophecy

Just the echo of belief

Ash to ash, desire to dust

In gods we fear, in gods we trust

Candles shake on the altar

Smoke lines twist in the air

Your name carved in the marble

I still feel you here

I wear your chain on my wrist

Cold against my skin

Talk to a room full of silence

Like you might answer in the wind

I kept your boots by the doorway

Dust on every lace

If I move them I might lose you

So they guard the empty space

Ashes in the cathedral

Fire in my chest

Screaming at the stained glass

„Did I do my best?“

Heaven feels a million miles

Hell is just regret

Ashes in the cathedral

You’re the prayer I won’t forget

Your jacket hangs in the closet

Sleeves still holding your shape

Photograph bent at the corner

Where my thumb always stays

I fold your name in a whisper

[low vocal register] Right before I sleep

If I stop saying it out loud

Will it fall too far to reach?

If there’s a sky you’re under

Then hear me when I roar

I’d burn my every yesterday

To walk you to the door

Take the weight

Take the blame

Take my heart

Take my name

If there’s a way to bleed this clean

Then let it be through pain

Choirs like thunder over me

I raise my fists and rise

I won’t let your story end

In someone else’s eyes

Candles melt to a river

Wax tears on the stone

I leave the doors of the cathedral

But I don’t leave you alone

Lies in shadows

Whispers crawl

Truth is buried

Watch me fall

No escape

The cage is tall

False smiles

They crack like glass

Promises burn

They never last

Office whispers

Knives in the back

My soul crushed under the stack

Deception rising

Venom flows

Every word 

Another blow

Brainwashed! 

Betrayed by all!

Brainwashed! 

They watch me crawl!

Brainwashed! 

The lies grow tall!

No way out

No way out at all!

Wife’s sweet words

They taste of rot

Her secret truths

I have forgot

Politicians grin

Their hands are red

Feeding lies

The masses bled

No justice

No truth

No way to fight

Every corner swallows light

Backstabbing smiles in the dead of night,

Plastic halos, rusted knives.

Hear you calling when I bleed you dry,

But when I’m screaming—you pass me by.

You show up hungry with your hands held wide,

Calling me brother while you feed on my spine.

Every word you speak is a debt I pay,

You vanish like smoke when I fall your way.

You drink my fire, you steal my flame,

Say my name but forget my pain.

When the tables turn and the lights go dim,

You’re deaf, you’re gone, you’re a ghost again.

False friends—parasites in disguise,

Only alive when there’s something to buy.

False friends—where the hell were you then?

When I needed a hand, you were gone with the wind.

You take and you take till there’s nothing left,

False friends—yeah, I know you too well.

Every promise rots before it lands,

Shaking my trust with your shaking hands.

You preach loyalty, you beg for more,

But your footsteps fade from my darkest floor.

You drink my fire, you steal my flame,

Say my name but forget my pain.

When the tables turn and the lights go dim,

You’re deaf, you’re gone, you’re a ghost again.

False friends—parasites in disguise,

Only alive when there’s something to buy.

False friends—where the hell were you then?

When I needed a hand, you were gone with the wind.

You take and you take till there’s nothing left,

False friends—yeah, I know you too well.

I carried your weight, I bled for your cause,

While you sharpened excuses and buried the laws.

Now I rise from the wreckage, no mercy, no bends—

I don’t need enemies, I’ve had false friends.

False friends—hear the truth in my voice,

You made your move, now I’ve made my choice.

False friends—don’t call my name,

I learned my lesson in blood and flames.

The silence you left is a scar that stays,

But I walk alone in a stronger way.

No more echoes, no pretend—

This is the end of False Friends.

Schnee fällt sacht auf kalte Straßen

Atem malt Figuren in die Nacht

Über mir ein stiller Himmel

Doch in mir brennt eine Macht

Kerzen flackern auf den Dächern

Kinderlachen hinter Glas

Alte Lieder

Ferne Zeilen

Wie ein Weg durch tiefes Nass

Ich war müde von den Tagen

Von dem Grau

Das alles frisst

Doch heut spür ich unter Narben

Dass da mehr als Schatten ist

Hörst du

Wie die Glocken tragen

Über jedes müde Herz

Jeder Schlag ein kleines Versprechen

Mehr als Kälte

Mehr als Schmerz

Feuer im Winterherz

Leuchtet durch die Nacht

Hoffnung wie ein Sternenmeer

Das über Wunden wacht

Feuer im Winterherz

Hält die Welt im Arm

Wenn wir zusammen singen

Wird jeder Funke warm

Alte Fotos auf dem Tischrand

Staub tanzt still im Kerzenschein

All die

Die nicht mehr hier sind

Laden uns zum Lächeln ein

Ich heb mein Glas in die Stille

Flüstere: „Ich trag euch mit“

In Geschichten

In den Blicken

In jedem neuen Schritt

Hörst du

Wie die Glocken fragen

Wer du bist und was du willst

Zwischen Tannenduft und Tränen

Ob du diesen Moment fühlst

Feuer im Winterherz

Leuchtet durch die Nacht

Hoffnung wie ein Sternenmeer

Das über Wunden wacht

Feuer im Winterherz

Hält die Welt im Arm

Wenn wir zusammen singen

Wird jeder Funke warm

Lass die Mauern fallen

Stein für Stein

Heut darfst du zerbrechlich

Heut darfst du sein

Aus den leisen Splittern

Wächst ein neuer Tag

Hörst du

Wie die Zukunft

Deinen Namen sagt?

Feuer im Winterherz

Leuchtet durch die Nacht

Hoffnung wie ein Sternenmeer

Das über Wunden wacht

Feuer im Winterherz

Hält die Welt im Arm

Wenn wir zusammen singen

Wird jeder Funke warm

Heaven is closed

for those

who choose

that heaven is closed for you

Pointing fingers from a throne of lies,

Stone-built morals, empty eyes.

You wear your truth like a loaded gun,

Claim you’re holy, judge everyone.

Your words cut deep, your mercy’s gone,

You preach in shadows, call it dawn.

Heaven is closed to the hearts of stone,

You cast the first sin, then stand alone.

While you condemn and dehumanize,

The gates stay shut behind your eyes.

You speak of love but act in fear,

Draw the lines, decide who’s clear.

From your high ground, you never see

The blood on your hands, the hypocrisy.

Heaven is closed to the hearts of stone,

No key for those who judge the thrown.

You scream “amen” while you divide,

But paradise won’t take your side.

No throne above rewards your hate,

No god signs off on your crusade.

If grace is real, it won’t be found

In burning crosses, cursed ground.

Heaven is closed, the doors won’t bend,

For those who break before they mend.

You judge the weak, you sell the lie,

But heaven hears the unheard cry.

So look inside before you decide,

Who deserves love, who gets denied.

If mercy dies when judgment flows,

Don’t be surprised — heaven is closed.

JUDAS HEART IS BLEEDING!!!

Thirty coins on trembling skin

A kiss that let the darkness in

Night breathes heavy on my chest

I can’t tell curse from holiness

They call my name like it’s a crime

Spit my face across all time

Every prayer turns into stone

I walk these streets condemned alone

I loved Him more than words can say

Still I led the guards His way

If love requires sacrifice

Why does mercy feel like ice?

I hear His voice inside my head

Saying, “This must come to end”

Oh Judas Bleeding Heart, torn apart

Branded traitor from the start

Judas Bleeding Heart, cursed and scarred

I played my dark and destined part

Judas Bleeding Heart, can’t outrun

What’s already been done

They shout my sin from every cross

Say my soul is forever lost

I tried to give the silver back

But forgiveness won’t look back

If God is love, then tell me why

I was chosen just to die

Every prophet needs a knife

Every ending costs a life

If this was written from the start

Why am I the one marked dark?

Oh Judas Bleeding Heart, full of shame

History screams my name

Judas Bleeding Heart, left to fall

So the light could save them all

Judas Bleeding Heart, heaven closed

Or so I’m told

What if I was never free?

What if faith demanded me?

A willing hand, a broken man

Carrying out a greater plan

If God required this disgrace

Why deny me all His grace?

Now the truth comes far too late

As I hang between love and fate

Not a monster, not apart

Just a tool with a human heart

If mercy lives beyond this start

Remember me 

JUDAS BLEEDING HEART!!!

Soft blue curtains, daytime sleep

Shadows where the secrets keep

While the world wakes up in light

You’re learning how to live at night

Barefoot steps on a quiet floor

Counting stars you’ve named before

Windows closed, the sun kept out

A fragile hope wrapped in doubt

Laughter waits behind the glass

Moments missed as hours pass

You ask why the sky burns so bright

Why love can hurt just like the light

They say you’re strong, but you’re so small

Carrying more than they recall

Oh Moonchild, silver-eyed

Dancing where the shadows hide

Moonchild, gentle and brave

Learning what you cannot save

Moonchild, born of night

Finding warmth without the light

Other kids run in the sun

Chasing dreams you can’t outrun

You wave goodbye, then turn away

Waiting for a safer day

Every sacrifice you make

Just to keep your heart awake

The moon knows every tear you cry

It watches over when you try

To feel normal, to feel free

In a world that’s not built gently

Oh Moonchild, quiet flame

Nothing fragile in your name

Moonchild, pure and strong

Even when the nights feel long

Moonchild, don’t you hide

You are more than what’s denied

If the sun could learn to wait

If the world could change its pace

You wouldn’t have to choose the dark

To keep safe your tiny spark

But until then, know this truth

There’s a universe in you

When the moonlight fades to gray

And another night gives way

You’ll still shine in your own way

Not broken, just different, they’ll someday say

Sleep now, dream wild and mild

Rest easy, precious Moonchild

On the starting line at dawn, what a curious sight,

A tiny slimy snail and a giant ten feet high.

The crowd starts laughing, placing bets left and right,

“No way the snail survives,” yeah, that’s the joke of the night.

The giant cracks his knuckles, says, “This won’t take long,”

While the snail just stretches slowly, humming her own song.

Don ´t let herself get driven crazy

Step by step, don ´t being lazy

No flashy muscles, no intimidating stance,

Just patience in her pocket and a very steady glance.

They say bigger is better, faster is strong,

But they’ve been singing that song way too long.

Underestimate quiet, underestimate small—

That’s usually right before the mighty fall.

Snail versus giant, who’s gonna win?

Not the one with the ego and the confident grin.

Slow and steady, minute by minute,

The snail keeps moving while the giant’s in it.

Snail versus giant, laugh if you please,

But the finish line favors consistency.

The giant starts sprinting, then he trips on his pride,

Stops for a snack break, says, “I’ve got time.”

Some liquor, some beer, ´ til he sees no racetrack

Trying to stand up, he falls on his back,

The snail slides forward, millimeter by millimeter,

Turns out focus beats showing off to the spectators.

They say bigger is better, faster is strong,

But they’ve been singing that song way too long.

Underestimate quiet, underestimate small—

That’s usually right before the mighty fall.

Snail versus giant, who’s gonna win?

Not the one with the ego and the confident grin.

Slow and steady, minute by minute,

The snail keeps moving while the giant’s in it.

Snail versus giant, laugh if you please,

But the finish line favors consistency.

No trash talk, no shortcuts, no dramatic flair,

Just a trail of determination slimed in the air.

While the giant’s complaining, “Hey, this race is unfair!”

The snail’s already waving from the finish line there.

So here’s a little lesson wrapped in humor and slime,

Don’t judge the outcome by the size every time.

In the race of the day, in the game of the client—

The winner’s the snail in Snail Versus Giant. 

I speak in lines, you hear a curve

My words come straight, you make them swerve

I start a thought, you finish it

With something I never said or meant

I say “I’m tired,” you hear “I’m fine”

You rewrite truth between the lines

I choose the road, you turn the wheel

Then smile like this is how I feel

You say you know me better now

Than I know myself, somehow

Every wish I try to claim

Comes back wearing your name

You frame it soft, you frame it kind

Until I doubt my own design

You say You Have Changed My Mind

Like I asked you to all this time

You Have Changed My Mind, you repeat

Turn your wants into my beliefs

You Have Changed My Mind, so it seems

I’m agreeing in your memories

I say “not yet,” you hear “okay”

Tomorrow’s choice is yours today

You tell the world I’m satisfied

With every compromise I hide

If I resist, you laugh it off

Say “this is what you wanted, love”

You speak for me when I’m still here

Translate my silence into cheers

You hold my voice like it’s your right

And call it harmony, not a fight

You say You Have Changed My Mind

Paint my no in warmer light

You Have Changed My Mind, once again

Till your truth sounds just like my end

You Have Changed My Mind, out loud

While I disappear in the crowd

At what point did my “I” become “we”?

At what cost did you speak as me?

If love means losing every choice

Why does freedom sound like your voice?

I’m not confused, I’m just unheard

Buried under your better words

One day I’ll say exactly what I mean

And won’t let it be rearranged or cleaned

You can’t claim my heart, my will, my sign

And call it You Have Changed My Mind